Hey guys, for you it has only been a few days since my last post but for me it's been a few weeks. Exams have been getting me down, having over 20 exams killed me. I only have five left now which is insane! I can't believe that everything I have been working towards has come down to this last month alone. It has been scary and for those who have been through it, thanks for warning me.. For those who haven't done their exams yet, then good luck, it may be scary but it will all be worth it in the end. Just do the best the you can and what ever you do don't stress out about an exam you have already sat! You can't change the past and it all comes down to that one piece of paper.
The idea of only five exams left has got my really excited! By the 19th I will done, everything will be completed. It's going to be such a relief and I'm looking forward to having the break though. I have many things planned including prom!!
My friends and I have been so extatic about prom for months now. I bought my prom dress back in December when I went to Florida and it has been hanging in my room ever since waiting for its day to see the light of day. I'm sure there will be pictures some where whether on here, my twitter or Instagram, I know I'm a typical girl so shh..
Anyway all of this isn't the reason why I'm writing this post. Lately I have been feeling lonely and like many other teenage girls, boys are obviously the answer to that. Over the last month I have finally realised that what my mum has been telling me since a young age is true. Most boys only want one thing, it doesn't even need to be said. Especially at this age, their hormones are raging and I have lost multiple friends due to this 'change'. Most of you probably don't even know me, but you would have all experienced it. Like a typical teenage girl I found myself in a little crush on not just one boy but two boys! I got to know both of them quite well and saw them both as good mates, what I should have seen coming is that they didn't have the same intentions as me. This frustrated me a lot, a lot a lot! One day you could be talking non stop and then the next nothing, completely ignored. Since when was it acceptable for guys to control our happiness, since when did we rely so much on technology to maintain our happiness. I for one am sick of it.
Don't get me wrong I'm sure there are guys out there that aren't like that, I just hope that if I just described you (if your a guy) or if you're in the same situation as me then get out of there, don't be like that!
JUST BE HAPPY, it's better to be happy alone that miserable with someone else...
Love Becky xx
